The Cult

I lit a lamp in my house.
It was a bright light like the nights long ago.
I sit there on the floor crying.
"Oh, dear God, what have I done?"
It was a fun time watching the cult from day to day that I began to feel the excitement go into me. Over and over again I began to believe that I sat with the cult.
I sat with them writing non sense out in the open.
At night, their fires burn the night into hell.
I began to wonder what Mother has plan for me.
It was there that I began to eat and eat.
Time eats it's self.
I think that being impressive is such horror.
That night, it was hard to distinguish Sex and Rape.
I had the upmost desire to go in and "partake" in the cults love for God.
"Oh yes! I love you! Iloveyou god!"
I took myself on a journey. A journey yes
I was to be taken to the cult's truth.
"The Truth"
And oh it was so magnificent!
It was!
It was love!
It was me!
I love it!
I kiss it!
Such intense passion. The truth was not a man, woman, or thing or gun or soul or cowboy or ororororororororororororororororororororororororororororororororororoorrrororo














































It was something that We first discovered.

Bryce Beadles' review of things that he's watched or played or read: Episode 1

The follow contains some spoilers for Panty and Stocking first 3 episodes, Akira volume 1, Apocalypse Now Redux, and Gran Torino! So be aware!




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Peace

The sound outside is relaxing.
The birds are chirping today.
The summer sun is up with no worry.
The green leaf trees have a warm theme to them as well as the feel of the outside.
There are children's voices.
Probably playing.
There are some dogs barking in the distance.
They probably hate each other.
There are some cars driving.
Wonder where they are going to.
I sit there on my bed.
In my room.
I just let the negatives all go today.
I don't want to fight today, just write.
Even when everything is so stressful nowadays, I find comfort in this peace.
Because this is what happens when I take off the bindings of the Internet.
Of the hate.
This is what happens.
I feel at peace.
I never want it to end.
If only the world was always like this.